I fucked up. im back to 145. but i was at the beach for senior week enjoying the fuck outta myself so i regret nothing. since i have the whole summer to get into shape before college, i plan to track my progress on here as much as possible. i was honestly fine with myself before i went to the beach. i didnt even care that i looked chubby in a bathing suit but the turning point for me was my best friend sam. shes beautiful. perfect hair, perfect eyes, perfect body, the total package. and i was the girl that always came with her. i was like the annoying dog that followed her everywhere. i was her less attractive friend. her sidekick if you will. it made me feel like shit. all the guys sitting around her telling her she was the hottest thing around and not even mentioning my name even though i was sitting right next to her. my goal is to be hot. not only for boys, because i am boy crazy, but for myself. i want to feel good about myself. therego i give you day 1.
Starting Weight: 145
Highest Weight: 195
Lowest Weight: 127
Ultimate Goal Weight: 125
To also motivate me a little bit ive come up with a list of prizes to award myself whenever i get to a certain weight.
140- Essie nail polish
137- New scale
125- Victorias Secret splurge
Wish me luck!!!!!
Drop a color in my ask box. Anon or not.
- Yellow: When you get older, where would you want to live?
- Orange: Where do you want to be right now?
- Lilac: What is your dream vacation?
- Beige: What is your favorite dream?
- White: Who was your first kiss?
- Purple: Who was your last kiss?
- Tangerine: Give a description of who you like.
- Gray: Share a relationship story.
- Green: Share a family story.
- Gold: Share a story that makes you smile.
- Black: Share something you did embarrassingly.
- Blue: Are you still friends with the people you met in elementary school?
- Magenta: What is something you barely tell anyone?
- Red: What are your hobbies?
- Violet: What college do you plan to attend?
- Brown: Would you rather have a relationship or friend with benefit? Explain.
- Peach: Who is your favorite teacher so far?
- Pink: What is the meaning behind your url?
its prom muthafuckas
ive been working hard this week to look good in my dress. tonight is going to be so much fun, wish me luck!
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